I spent all day thinking about how much fun this summer will be – the resource center will be open by appointment only so I won’t be working much at all and so I get to be a full-time-stay-at-home-mama again. Then, the kids came home and it was one tantrum after another all night. We have a guest so they’re getting to bed late for the second night in a row so I don’t expect tomorrow to be much better. And, its the last week of school so the kids are all hyped up all the time!
This is just a crazy week – I subbed Monday (for my favorite class, which I love) and the kids had make-up music lessons, I’m working in the resource center T/W/Th, tomorrow is Killian’s birthday so I’ve been baking cupcakes for his class this afternoon (the dogs ate some of the first batch so I had to do a second batch), we have a houseguest this week, tomorrow and Thursday the kids have their regular music lessons, I’m taking Killian and some of his friends bowling on Friday (last day of school!), and Saturday the kids have a recital and then we’re doing Killian’s birthday party.
Individually all these things are wonderful and they are all things I want to do – but I’m just feeling very overwhelmed at the moment! My friend who’s visiting is helping me clean house (I haven’t seen him is over two years so its great to get to catch up with him) which does help as far as getting ready for the party this weekend and I love to cook so I shouldn’t complain about baking and icing cupcakes, and of course I want to celebrate my darling Killian’s birthday – I’m so proud of him and the big kid he’s become! Do other moms feel like this? I feel lame for being so overwhelmed when I only work part-time and only have two kids. I need to get myself together and become more capable. Is it too late for New Years Resolutions?
Anyway, back to summer vacation. In addition to the trips we have planned, I want to try to take the kids swimming one day a week, hiking one day a week, another day we’ll do something fun and active like bowling or skating or visiting a new park or a zoo, and one day each week we’ll do our music lessons and child-care at the gym in town. So, hopefully we’ll be able to have a lot of fun and have just enough structure to have a good routine going so we don’t have many meltdowns. That’s the plan, anyway…